oh I think it’s time to update again :D

It was Saturday, I brought along the doggy to the beach as I’ve promised to him, with my lovely cousin sis and looloo as well.

My doggy is stupid I think (because he doesn’t know what handhand is no matter how many times I’ve taught him), but somehow he’s smart on some events.

On the previous day, I told him imma bring him gaigai the next day. And the next day when I woke up in the afternoon, I found him sitting and waiting inside portable crate which we used to put him inside when we bring him out to gaigai. So, he had been sitting/hiding inside the crate for the whole morning until I found him inside :/ HAHAHAHAHA!

Then he came outta the crate when we all woke up, followed us excitedly wherever we go, to the room, to the kitchen, to the living room and etc. Then sometimes he ran back into his lil crate waiting to go out, came out when we passed by, and after that he ran back in again :/ Hahahaha can u picture that? how cute he was <3

This is my lil cousin sis. One of the closest people in my life

We had been really close for the past 18 yrs before we graduated from secondary school and left town to further studies. We used to sleep together every weekend and share everything in life. We love gossiping and teasing each other. We had so much laughters until my parents came out and scolded us in the middle of the night. That was all the good memories in life :) And also, she happened to be my memories storage. If u know me well, u would’ve known that I have a super short-term memories that i couldn’t remember things no matter it’s sweet, bitter, funny or whatever that had happened in my life. I am forgetful yet she is good in memorizing every single thing that i’ve told her. It’s kind of a good combination, right? :)

But now, we both are in two different places and we only get to meet twice a year. We both are busy with our own studies and college life, we barely have a good chat over what we’ve been up to.  So I treasure every outing with her :D

awwwwwww <3

look how cute he is (although he is OLD), with the scarf around his neck :P

It’s super hard to get his attention when u’re trying to snap his picture. Everytime he sees a camera in front of him he would avoid it and when you’re about to press on the shutter button, he turns away :/ and you will get really tired to get a good focus on him and calling his name for so damn long and he’s still not giving u a damn.

But thr’s always a trick :p Just say MUM MUM instead of calling his name!

ehehehehehee! He is realistic always!

He is being lazy at times. sitting on the sand and doesn’t wanna move at alllll no matter how hard u pull the leash :/ he will just stone there and let u pull him

can see it from his bossy look right

He is one arrogant dog. He doesn’t entertain other dogs. Maybe he always think that he is a human born with 4 legs. He only entertain the dog’s owner and he turns his ass on other doggy hahahaha :D

and here’s some cheki shots :D

Hello :D

If you are following my twitter or FB u would’ve known that Im currently in Penang having a sweet escape from the hectic city :) I’m doin good here, despite sometimes feeling real bored and have no home-cook food as my mom is currently in Kl.

I used to have a ferocious appetite every time I’m back in Penang. I eat a lot, I can’t stop munching on fattening food and putting on weight :’(

So, what was I up to besides eating? Hmm, I went to the beach a couple of times this week!! It was so lovely, ohh despite the dirty and polluted water.

A random stranger who browsed this series of photos in FB said that he loves my smile and asked me if i ever being emo. Yes indeed Im being emotional at times. Even when I was taking pictures on the beach, so much were bothering me. But sometimes no matter what happened, you just gotta smile, even it’s a sad smile. Because it’s the second best thing u can do with ur lips :)

I went for Tarot reading on the 2nd day in Penang. The auntie asked me to draw a thicker eye-brows as it will be good for me. So i did it without knowing what will be good for me actually, and wishing everything will be fine afterall :)

I love the smile :) How i wish it could stay forever in me

I was kinda shocked when I was browsing through the pictures after the shooting. How could i smiled so happily and innocent when so much things are bothering me recently? Guess beaches really help on releasing stress and temporarily heal a broken heart.

ever heard about this phrase? “The cure for anything is salt water – sweat, tears, or the sea.” :)

I can’t bear to leave by just watching the sea.

It’s hard to put them in words why do I love beach that much. Perhaps life is different at the beach, time doesn’t move hour to hour but mood to moment :)

I was waiting for the sunset, but too bad the cloud was being naughty covering the sun :( So we left for dinner.

Penang Loh Mee and Char Kuey Teaw

Then, we went to Crepe Cottage which is located at Gurney Drive for the best dessert ever in Penang. (sorry perhaps i’m exaggerating :P)

The crepes n desserts are extremely yummmms, but u gotta wait for extremely long for the food to be served on ur table. I really mean it, it was really loooooong. It’s not a bad thing though, u can go to the dessert house right after ur dinner, and when ur desserts is served, u have already digested the food from ur dinner :D

Sun Burst – Mango Pancake

Ohh ohh ohh i can say that this is probably the best pancake I’ve ever had in my life i swear! The mango ice cream has its different taste which i dont really fancy but i believe most of the ppl like it. And it was the sweetest mango I’ve ever eaten!! And the pancake, simply perfect and i can smelled it when the waiter was serving it to our table.

A Twist of Taste – Banana crepes

It’s yummmms too!! Maybe i was kinda bloated that time so i couldnt find anything special on this dessert but trust me, its nice too. It was just not as awesome as the mango pancake :p

I went to I-city last night, like finally :)

I-City located in Shah Alam, Selangor is known as the city of digital lights that brighten up the night.

Thr’s a huge Xmas tree with chinese lantern deco. Hmm? somehow i feel weird for the combination :/

There are some running LEDs hanging in the air. They look like shooting stars, but of course, the real ones are so much better.

some close-up shots

Bokeh is love <3

and look at this, don’t you feel like you are looking into a kaleidoscopes? :D

There were musical lights too

The weather was HOT last night! Fortunately there was an air-cond room filled with Xmas decorations. It feels weird though, seeing so many Xmas decotions in August

Awww~ it reminds me of my white Xmas back in Hokkiado last year!! Hot spring and snowwwwww!!

I’ve always love Xmas. It’s such a romantic season to me. And i’m wishing the coming Xmas will be as awesome as last year :D

I had so much FUN last week :D

ohya if u notice, I’ve dyed the roots of my hair, like finally! i simply love this color :D

But shit happens unexpectedly sometimes when u thought that everything’s goin smooth and well and u are living happily. sigh*

I received a call from my college today, after having a refreshing hot shower. It totally turned my mood DOWN! :(

They said that I’ve failed History Of Art 1, which is a subject for 1st year 1st semester. And i can’t graduate if i don’t retake this. I was like, what the hell? U ‘re telling me this when I’m done with everything?! at the very end of my last semester and when I’m about to gradute!!

I’m so sad. It simply ruined everything! My plans, and everything!

How could a college did such a mistake?! I mean, they let me proceed my studies, every semester untill the last one, and then they only realized about that 3 yrs later right before my graduation, and now they want me to retake the subject. FML seriously!!

I don’t know what can i do now. I’ll be goin to college tmr to settle it, see what I can do instead of retaking just the bloody subject for a whole semester. How could my life be so miserable?!! :(

and if i can’t do anything, i just have to accept the fact right :( But that’s their mistake, they should’ve done something instead of just asking me to retake it right? RIGHT?!!

I want to graduate in NOVEMBER!! :”(

*finger crossed*

It’s 4.20am now, and I’m SAD!

I am very very sad and i hate myself like how a fat kid hates vegetable!!

Okay I confess. I sneakily ate a packet of Maggie goreng just now. Just because I’m being too emo for the whole night and I can’t sleep, but the main point is, I can’t bear with the hunger. Goddamnit :’(

You know what’s on my mind now. I think i better save up the money for my gym and keep it for a LIPOSUCTION!! It’s true!! I mean, what’s the point of paying for gym, working out so hard sweating like a pig, and eat fattening food later at night?!!

I feel so guilty now, I’m sad!! I tried to purge, but then I failed. It’s way too disgusting and i can’t take it!! ewww~ but somehow i really envy those ppl who could do it, You guys are just~  awesome :/

I went grocery shopping today. See all the food are low fat  and healthy as well

seems determined enough right?

Yeap this is my dinner. Healthy isn’t it but why?!! I ruined it and  i can fuck myself now!!

My diet plan has never succeed, never ever! Yea it did before, but it was just halfway. Then i stopped and it couldn’t stop gaining weight after that even i just had one meal per day. Seriously FML. I don’t want to stay FAT forever but i think i really have no choice.

If you people have any good idea on how to improve on self-control, help me, pretty please?

I seriously needa get rid of having any type of fattening food at the wrong time.

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If u followed me on my twitter you should’ve known that thr was a lil kitten died outside my house :(

Yeap this is the lil kitten. Uber cute isn’t it? How i wish i could keep it

I’ve no idea how it died. Aunty told me while she came to clean the house, and asked me don’t ever feed the cat again or else the government/dbkl  (whatever la i dont know) will come and give summon.

I was like, wth?! nowadays feeding stray animals on the road or in ur house is illegal?! Can’t she just think of another better excuse to stop me from feeding them?! Damn stupid right -.-

anyway, R.I.P lil cute kitten.

And i’m off to bed now. Let’s make a wish before sleep.

“Dear god, if I can’t be skinny, pwease let all the girls on earth be FAT. “

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE! No worries I never had a dream come true :p

so yea. Good night :D