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New sem has started over a week, I am doin okay. But what bothers me the most is that I have to go down to KL every Wednesday early in the morning to meet up with clients together with another 7 grouomates. (Yea this is quite a big group as the project’s workload is heavy!) I simply hate taking bus and walking under the freaking hot sun at kl, expecially crowded and busy places such as Puduraya, pasar seni and etc.I have no other options this time i have to do it reluctantly for 2 months as i can’t afford to pay for cab to travel all the way from sunway to KL and from kl back to sunway every week. I wish that someday they would change their mind, we all take cab together and share the fee :P *finger crossed*

Gahh I wish that everything can be done faster, so i can go for holiday! But this will definitely be a tough time, as u know, there are lotsa things need to be done before u graduate. Things like final project, presentations, graduation campaign stuff, exhibition stuff and etc. Perhaps i should start enjoying it and try to love it as this will be the last time i go through all of these in college. I am goin to GRADUATE!!! very soon!!! :D

The day before I sent Miu Miu to SPCA, I didn’t sleep for the whole night.

I fed him food before i went out, and put him inside a box which i thought was tall enough to keep him from jumping out. So, i thought everything would be fine, until i stepped into my room when i got back home, i saw him lying on my bed, comfortably stuffing himself into my blanket and there were also his pee and poo poo at the corner of my bed. Oh thank god they were not on my comforter, else i will get badly scolded by mom. I was not mad. I knew that this was gonna happen but i just never thought that it will be on my bed. uhhh ~

After cleaning my bed and him, I pondered long and deeply over my ability to take good care of a kitten. Deep inside my heart i wanted to keep him so badly, but the problem was, am i capable of doing it well as it takes lotsa time and patient. Patient can be built, if u are really into that, but the main problem was, I spend my time mostly outside the house, and when i’m not around, nobody could lend me a hand looking after my lil kitten. I can’t just leave him at home alone like that day.All the time he kept meawing, he wanted something but i couldn’t figure out what he really wanted. So, most of the time, when he made a lot of noises, I gave him water, food, a place to pee and poo. But after all, he still kept meawing and meawing.

I turned off my lights, and off to bed. I gave him a comfy place to sleep, with cloth and soft toy covering him at a corner just beside my bed, under my dressing table. I laid down facing the side where he slept, so that i could be watching him to sleep and making sure he didn’t jump up to my bed again. Yea he was forbidden to do that after that matter even though he was clean. I was watching him, and thinking again, I will be out tomorrow and I can’t bring him along, there was no one that could help me to look after him for a day, even just the afternoon. I can’t put him in the living room and ask my maid to look after him, clean his pee and poo as she has many house chores to be done and she can’t even do her own job well, not to mention adding a kitten to her list. My dog will be in the living room, I don’t know what’s gonna happen if they didn’t mix well and what if my dog hurts him, or vice versa. And the main main main big problem was, MOM. She doesn’t like cat, not to mention me adopting one.

Then, I fell asleep shortly. I woke up by his meow meow. He was trying to climb up to my bed. From the research i did on google, it told us not to beat the kitten when they did something wrong, just say NO, and lead him to the right place. So i said NO loudly, and put him back to where he should stay. Then he came again, non-stop meawing and trying climb up to my bed, and this repeated again and again. He tried to climb up from the front of my bed right untill the end of the bed. I can say i was really tired the whole night, it was nearly 5 in the morning and he was still repeating the same thing. I was going out at 7am. Then finally he was not climbing up again after putting him back to his place many times, so i thought i could get some sleep eventually. I closed my eyes, in just 30 seconds i felt something wrong so i opened my eyes again, and Miu Miu was gone from where he was supposed to be. I was kinda worried, where did he go?! I searched for him in the dark and when i tured, i saw him lying in the middle of my bed. uhhh i was like, wthhhh ~ this lil kitten is beyond cute and SMART! I was angry and felt joyful laughing at the same time. He was way too cute! I can’t help putting him aside again. So that night he was sleeping beside my pillow and my face, I snuggled him and slept for the remaining 1 hr. And eventually, he didn’t meaw anymore! :D

Then i brought him out along in the morning, and we returned home in the afternoon. I was goin out again later then, so I was kind of worried again. I tried to call my friend, asking what should i do. he said, I just can’t keep him any longer, as I really can’t take care of him. Even though someone was able to help me for today, but what about tomorrow? and the coming days? I can’t think of a thing at that moment, my mind was in a dilema. The day I adopted him I told myself, i will try my best to take care of him, if i really can’t do it, i will give him to someone who is able to give him a home, or SPCA, but i just never thought of this will be happening so soon. I teared, and i couldn’t do anything. So i just brought him out, got into the car, and reluctantly accepted the fact that I should send him to SPCA. It couldn’t be draged anymore. he needed a home.

Picture taken in the car, on the way to SPCA.

Look how cute he was.

i was crying all the way to SPCA. though that i was just living with him for a very short period, but he was just too sweet. I treated him as my family member.

He likes to play with my pearl handphone strap, so I kept playing with him in the car, before reaching SPCA. I knew it when he snuggled beside me while i was talking on the phone. Now, a tape loop of him playing with the strap on my bed played repeatedly in my head. And i’m still crying. I misssss him, so badly.

And we were finally thr, SPCA.

It’s suppose to be a warm place and a shelter for those abandoned animals and where they find their home. But for me, it was like a nightmare. It was kind of like a place that bereaved me of my love one. I sat in the car for like 20 minutes, crying and reluctant to send him into it.

Then i got out of the car, and he pressed the bell while I was holding the box tight, like I never wanted to let go. A very unfriendly looking aunty came out and asked how could she help, with a very cold tone and face expression like we were bothering her. I hate it, aren’t ppl working in SPCA should look and sound friendly?!!! because they should be very loving to take care of all of those abandoned animals.

I didn’t speak a word, as i was still crying. So all the while, he did the speaking. Then we went in and filled in a form. And when i did so, how i wish i could just grab the box and return to the car and leave, without thinking so much! I want my Miu Miu!!

But i should be more rational and accept the fact that I couldn’t give him a warm home, shouldn’t I? So we left.

I got into the car, and started crying like hell. For how long I have not been crying like this, i forgot. We stayed in the car, for half an hour i guess, i just couldn’t bear to leave! I kept shouting, “I want Miu Miu, I want him back!” And I was mad at myself, why couldn’t I take care of him! But deep inside my heart i knew, we just couldn’t get everything we want, so many things that we feel happy doing, not all of them could be done, and most of the time we just have to deal with the situation of letting go of something. This is life, isn’t it?

And the car finally started moving, but i don’t know where we were heading to, we didn’t have a destination, I just felt like I lost something important in my life, the feeling as if my heart had been tore apart. So he was just driving while i was still crying, wailed. I cried all the way from SPCA to Batu Ferringhi. Slowly, I felt tired and fell asleep.

When i woke up, It was still batu ferringhi, but the car was going in the opposite direction. So I asked, why are we going back? he said, I don’t know where should we go so I just kept driving but we reached “End Of The World” just now so I drive back. It’s the end of Penang and it’s the name of that place for your information.

Then, I got swollen eyes for that day :/

Here’s the videos of Miu Miu playing my pearl handphone strap. I hope u enjoy it :)

Till today, I still miss him a lot. I’m wondering how is he now? did he find a home? did he ever miss me? I left my box and some of my cloth he used to snuggle with him so there’ll be my smell, I wish he could still remember me, and know that I love him, a lot a lot a lot and it’s beyond words.

So, Miu Miu had his very 1st night slept on a comfy big bed surrounded with blankets and pillows.

He really had a good sleep that night as he slept for 12 hrs, until the next day afternoon around 1pm something. When I went into the hotel room, and he was still sleeping in the same position before I left the night. I guess he really had a bad time trying to survive in the streets :(

We were on the way to the vets, gonna bring him for check up and injection.

Terry was sitting behind looking after Miu Miu and took some awesome pictures of him.

Miu miu at the vets.

He was nervous and worried and kept meowing on the metal table as that was a strange place for him and maybe the scary smell of those medicine?

The doctor gave him some medicine, to clear the worms and germs in his stomach.

This is Miu miu and Boyboy, haha look how tiny he was.

This was the first time my doggy meeting a kitten. He was very well behaved, he didnt bully Miu miu and he was funny. He wanted to go near Miu miu but he dare not, he just cant keep his eyes off Miu miu. He searched for Miu miu all the time when miu miu was sneaking around my room, butafter he found Miu miu, he just dare not to go near, he just stood there staring at Miu miu, hesitating and wanted to smell Miu miu but he didnt have the guts to do so. Thus, he went to the place where Miu miu slept before n started sniffing, LOL.

Aww i miss him a lot, Miu Miu <3

Last Tuesday, I had an outing with friends. And it was the day i found Miu Miu :)

It was almost 8.30pm after karaoke session and we havent had dinner yet, so laling suggested to go pasar malam which was nearby my house and hunt for some yummy chicky butt (my all time fav!!). Since i’ve never been there for so long, so i thought okay, we just go thr and have our dinner.

By the time we arrived, most of the stalls were either closed or people already cleaning their stuff and about to leave. So we walked into a coffee shop beside the pasar malam.

As i was walking by the road, i saw an uber tiny lil kitten sitting on the floor, yea beside the road, and just right behind a motorcycle. Around him, there were cars and motorcycles passing by, people walking around and those hawkers at the stalls were busy doing their business and dumped their stuff just right beside him. He looked like his life was in DANGER! First thing that came to my mind when i saw him was that it’s so dangerous that he might be stepped on by ppl walking by or crashed by car/motorcycle anytime! And he was just so cute and adorable that he caught my eyes.

I just couldn’t bear to leave. I squatted down and looked at him. I was so tempted to bring him back and take care of him as he was so young and weak, it’s too dangerous for him to stay in such a place.

I told James that i wanted to bring him home. He said no, think about it, would ur mama allow u to keep this kitten as a pet? would she scold u for that and where to keep him? Do u have time to take care of him? Yea that’s the problem :(

But i just couldn’t bear to leave him like that, I was so afraid that he would get hurt when i turned around and walked away. The road was so busy, and the ppl there as well. They were like, never would they notice the existence of that lil kitten.

So i was still, standing thr, and told them, ‘I want to bring him home! It’s too dangerous to leave him here alone!’ The hawker beside us too, asked me to bring him back, and claimed that the kitten wasn’t owned by anyone there. Ohh it made me even more desperate to give him a home. So finally James said okay, let’s have our dinner 1st, then only we think about it when we see him again after coming out from the coffee shop. Then, i walked into the shop reluctantly.

There were not many choices of food there, so we decided to go somewhere else for dinner. Within those few minutes, i made up my mind and decided to bring him home without considering about all those problems.

When we came out from the shop, the lil kitten was gone :( Where was he?! I started feeling nervous and worried. Gahhh i was so afraid to see him lying on the road in a small pool of blood. So i searched all over the place to save his life. The pasar malam, inside and outside the coffee shop. Of course laling and james were giving a helping hand as well :)

Searched through everywhere, couldn’t even see a kitten or cat around. I was really so upset :(  When i was about to give up, James saw him sitting quietly behind the electrical generator. uhhh like finally! :D

so this was when they took the generator away

but then we were facing another problem, how are we gonna bring him home?

We need a box!

We couldn’t find any box around. Tried to ask from some hawkers but they couldn’t provide us so i asked James to get a box, NO MATTER HOW,  i must have a box to bring him home! some uncle beside us suggested to use a plastic bag wtf.

I was standing thr, looking after the kitten to make sure he didnt go anywhere before we get a box. And after 5 minutes he really came back with a box awwww i was so happy!! and i couldn’t stop laughing, guess what kind of box was that?

ta-dahh~

a plastic aquarium for fishy or turtle LOL, which costs rm6 :p

Then we left the place. After we had our dinner, we went to 7-11 to buy him some kitten food then headed to James’s hotel room.

Hotel car park. LOL who cares

I hid the lil aquarium with the kitten in my bag :p and he was so adorable he didn’t make a sound when we were walking in the lobby, going into the elevator and at the corridor as well :p

First things first, of course was to shower him, and check for his sex. My laling claimed that he is a female, so all the while we assumed he was a female and gave him such name until we brought him to vets the next day and the doc told us that he is a tomcat wtf.

Miu miu was having his 1st shower time ever!He was so scared. He ran here and there and kept meowing.

oh yea the water was warm for sure.

Miu miu after shower. We dried her with a hair dryer which we got from the room service and also we helped him to remove all the fleas on his body after that. There were really A LOT! so Miu Miu was literally clean then :D

fed him with his kitten tuna we bought. But he was so scared of us he didnt really eat much.

Then we put him on the bed, and played with him.

My bad laling, wanted to put it into his mouth. Oh he can really do it, because his mouth is big enough to put his fist in, not to mention a lil kitten like Miu Miu. LOL

Cats love to snuggle with cloth/blanket, and so do Miu Miu

I guess that was the best time he had, after those days he spent living in the street. He finally could snuggle up and play in some really comfy blanket on the bed :)

awww what r u trying to smell? u’re too young for ciggies hun

Look how adorable he was! can u resist to leave him beside the road? :(

after some time, he started to feel comfortable around us. He was not afraid anymore and started playing with us

He is just, too CUTE <3

look at his paws, it’s all pink! super cute right! :D

He was sitting on james. See, everyone sayang him so much

We fed him with his tuna again

and this time he ate a lot. aww no need to rush babe, it’s all urs! :D

he was sticking out his tongue, can u see it?! >.<

he is very cute, he likes to snuggle with ppl. Whenever he sees a small hole between our hand/body and pillow/blanket/bed he will squeeze himself into it. haha that’s his butt!

This is the cutest picture, isn’t it ?

To be continued, and will be uploading more pictures of him on FB, check it out :)

It was Monday, I had a great outing day with friends.

We usually don’t go to the mall, unless we want to catch a movie or have karaoke session. Terry the laling (it means darling) likes to bring us to some isolated/deserted places with breathtaking views and nice for photoshoot. And they were mostly beaches.

Getting bored of the beaches opposite my house and Batu ferringhi, this time we went to somewhere further, which I have no clue where is it, hmm somewhere around Batu Maung but further down towards Balik Pulau i guess ?

We went into a village, and drove along the small road, went in further, and there was this big lake.

yea can u see the mist beneath the water? then we went passed the lake, and there’s a beautiful beach

we chit chat for a while, and took some pictures by the beach

‘ Grhh Don’t make me angry! ‘

and of course some polaroid shots too, with Hello kitty film <3

after a while, we left for other place

Laling brought us to another place, and he claimed that it was beautiful. We took the wrong road and went wrong way few times, asked for help from some kind malay and finally we were thr, BUT ..

It was under construction :/

So we just stayed under the bridge chit-chating, the guys smoked and we took some pictures as well

Laling with Guang Yik’s headband LOL

beautiful sky, the sun was setting. Picture taken by the laling

The sky looked like a thumbprint that day. How wonderful :)