I haven’t been updating my blog for 1 week or more
awwww

not that i am lazy, but i am really, really not in the mood for the whole week
feeling much better now, after talking to mom on the phone yesterday
I’ve told her everything that i’m facing now, finally.
uh I should have talked to her earlier, or everytime i’m upset or getting lost.
the relationsip with mom n sis is getting closer after i moved out from home. weird huh?
but it’s a good thing tho =)

Loo loo left for work last Thursday, moving to my hometown, Penang.
left me all alone here =(
I thought that i’d be strong enough to stay alone, live without him but i was wrong
After a crazy party night after he left, got tipsy and had fun but cried the whole night and couldn’t get into sleep after came back home, seeing the empty room without him anymore.
the tears is still falling while i’m typing this, uh i thought i already got used to it?
and now i know how fragile i am. This 20 yrs old baby girl still can’t be independent huh.

I’m recently facing a big problem with my studies.
I’m lost, confused and stuck.
I once thought of droping it, leave everything here and run back to my shelter
but no, i couldn’t. I can’t be like a baby girl anymore
I have to face it somehow. It’s just a part of life that we have to go through, right ?
everyone would have faced this before. How can i just give up so easily
*deep breathe* everything will be okay after all

uhh I still have loads of things to blog about
will come back soon =)

P/s: Craving for karaoke session! anyone anyone?